Something new...

I'm actually having a 'good day' today...had a few small breakdowns, but nothing major.  Good day, indeed...

I talked to Susan today...been years, was good to talk to her.  She's doing really well, married, children, home, good job...I guess Larry's aunt and uncle went thru her line at work last week, she saw the name, asked if they knew me and Larry.  They said they were his parents (his parents are gone, but I knew it was them anyway).  She asked if they had seen me, they said no, but I had just had a baby that died.  Susan freaked, they told her in was in that day's paper.  She called all over the place trying to find me, finally called the funeral home, which called me.  We talked quite awhile...I'm glad to hear things finally going good for her and she's settled down.  Her husband is adopting her daughter, will be finalized next week.  Probably for the best.  She did tell me that Larry's aunt and uncle simply said about him "he's not doing well at all".  I'm assuming they mean physically, and maybe he's still in town.  That kind of made me feel bad...the only reason I never left him earlier then I did was because I was so afraid he'd die alone...and I didn't want that for him.  They also said they hadn't seen Kaitlynne in 2 years and figured they never would.  I thought maybe I'd write them, send a picture..maybe I can find out more about what's going on with Larry.  If he's truly not doing well physically, then Kaitlynne should be able to see him before whatever happens-happens...

 

Enough for today...our daughter is to be cremated tomorrow, finally an end in sight...want to try to move on.