*First say Happy Valentines Day to my honey-I love you*
Okay, Alex took Kaitlynne to school, then we did the exchanging of gifts. Alex got me the eeyore jammies I wanted...they're so cute, story that goes along with them (him, some old lady workin the dressing room, trying to figure out what size to get..funny) is cute too. I got him a box of candy and Tiger Woods PGA golf game for his gamecube. He also got Kaitlynne a cute little shirt that says "Warning: I have an attitude and know how to use it!". I got her a box of candy (just what she needs..ahahahaha).
We went to lunch at Arby's, then I got Kaitlynne and went to see Dr. Marquette again. BP was a little elevated-he told me I could take my Aldomet from when I was pregnant..it worked, and since we planned on TTC right away, would be good to just stay on it. Best news I got was that he had already made the call to the insurance company and gotten it approved for me to stay with him as a patient...I (and Alex) couldn't be happier about this! He's such a wonderful man-if only had met him 9 months prior...eh, another 'what if' I don't need to think about.... Incision looks good..he took the steri-strips off, said everything was progressing nicely. I told him I have an interview at Amsouth Friday, he said he'd release me to work as long as the employer knew I just had surgery and to allow for sitdown's, etc...it's a bank, tho...plenty of sitdown opportunity's. Said Alex and I could..uhm...'resume relations' at 6 weeks BUT if we did anything before that (he obviously realizes not many folks can or want to wait 6 weeks..LOL), to use condoms. Not a big deal, tho neither of us care for them. Told me there wasn't much else I could do for the breastmilk coming in but to wait. That for whatever reason my body was taking a little longer registering that there was no baby to feed. Gal I talked to last night said it best..."It's like a cruel joke. You have no baby, but your body is giving you all the physical signs that you should...a constant reminder." So true... I go back to see him in 4 weeks, said he'd do an internal then and I should be cleared. He'd set up a 6 month, but to call him as soon as we knew we were pregnant if it wasbefore that. I think that with Alex and I, it will be before that. Not just because it's something we both so desperately need/want...but just for the fact that we can't seem to keep our hands off each other...like a couple of teenagers...come to mama...hehehe.
I just got an email from a support group I'm on. Today is a 1 year anniversary/bday for one of the angel baby's. The woman and her family were to release 100 balloons for the occasion. Her husband surprised her by adding 50 more balloons each for each of her living children (another 100 balloons), and then surprised her by adding 45 more balloons...1 balloon for every angel in the support group. I just cried and cried..crying again now...that is so nice. I hope all our angels had a big party...I'll never get to see Marissa smile, but I know she is with all those balloons coming at her.
Back to my day (before I start dwelling on this and ruin my okay day)...I stopped and saw Susan at work since my doc's office is right up the road. She looked really good, showed me pictures of the kids. Her newest addition is a big ole boy, even for 10 weeks. It was really good to see her...good to see her happy, kids looked happy. I told her I applied online at the bank, said she was rootin' for me. Told her I worked there before, hopefully can get back in. Was a decent place to work, she certainly likes it.
Ok well the balloon thing really threw me off kilter, so I'm going to stop. Get back tomorrow, maybe....
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