Wednesday, March 16, 2005

Browser for hell

AOL just really hasn't been liking me much lately, as far as accessing this thing.  Apparantly let everyone access tho (so glad to see you're joining, Natty).  Blah to you..

Been a rollercoaster ride emotionally the last few days.  Monday I had my 6 week post pardum.  I got there with Kaitlynne about 30 minutes early (was in town anyway), and got to sit in the waiting room w/ all the happy lil preggo gals (I know-it's an OB's office, usually full of happy preggo gals).  Finally get back to a room, and get to hear the sounds of little heartbeats on dopplers in other rooms.  I could hear the doc laughing and having a good time with other mothers-so I distracted myself by making funny faces with Kaitlynne.  Doc came in, looked at me, rubbed my back and had such a look of solace on his face-made me want to cry.  I did good tho, got my internal (everythings looking great).  Said we were cleared and set to go, very sorry about our loss, see ya in 6 months.  Then he popped his head back in the door and said, 'You be sure to call me the SECOND you see 2 lines on a pregnancy test.'-smiled-and walked back out.  That kinda made me feel good-he's as hopeful as I'm trying to be that it will happen before that 6 month appointment.

Someone I talk to knows we're going to start trying and insisted we take a 'bag' of baby boy clothes 'just in case' (we're obviously covered on girl stuff).  That bag was 2 giant bags of baby clothes.  Really nice couple-I told them I'd probably end up sharing some with Kim since she'll probably have a 3rd boy..lol.

I'm trying to get motivated to start going thru stuff to have a yardsale with Kim next month-so many dang clothes and knickknacks we don't need or use, get them outta here and make a couple bucks in the process. 

I still have to do that 'mushy' post, hmm, Alex?  *smile* Maybe later...this is enough for now.

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