It hasn't sank in yet. The only thing that makes me feel pregnant is the sheer terror of losing another baby. Every twinge has me running to the bathroom expecting the worst.
I was reading really old posts from the due in Feb. 05 board...between the hormones and everything else, it had me crying. So bittersweet, but cute to read how excited everyone was. I wish I could feel excited like that again. I'm so happy it happened quick for us, but so scared...I can't put it into words.
I had to get something switched on my insurance before I can see my OB. I thought this had all been worked out prior to this, but I guess not. I put it in writing and turned it in on Monday...hoping it goes thru quickly. Not that he can stop anything from happening, necessarily..would just be nice to have him say everything is looking okay.
I got the bank job (now this I am excited about). I'm waiting for them to get the drugtest results back so they can make my 'official' offer, then hopefully start Monday (that's what they want to happen, anyway). I'll be working fulltime for about a month while training and then bringing in another person and working while they train, then I get to pick the hours I want (they're offering 2 parttime shifts, I get first choice for being first one in). Be nice to get out of the house again...extra money for Alex and I to get a better savings in case something else happens. Not sure what's going on with the hotel yet (Alex has been down there stripping rooms). His dad wants to get a hotel in St. Pete or Daytona..which would be sweet :) Will find out soon, we hope...sucks being on eggshells with it.
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I'm glad you are finally getting some good luck. You deserve it. Hang in there. Hopefully the months will fly by and you will have a beautiful little healthy baby in the end.
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