Viability

Worked today...was so long, but got alot done (doing the computer training).  Yesterday wasn't bad..spent the last half of the day (after lunch with Kim) down at the branch.  I was talking with Marcie (the head teller) in the back vault area and she said they'd like to teach me all aspects of the job (including what all she does).  That's pretty dang impressive, if I do say so myself.  She's just a doll.  Susan stopped by to drop something off for someone, I got a chance to ask her about a few things goin on with her...I hope she gets them settled soon, I can't imagine how she's coping.  As soon as she gets them done, and Amsouth has a fulltime position open, she'll be back in (most likely not at that branch, tho). 

Today was my doc appt, Alex met me there.  We were delayed cuz doc had to deliver a baby (awwww)..he came back for a little while (had another one about to pop, too).  He was quite excited to see us-he said my numbers look good (hormone level is doubling as it should), and (of course) a good sign that I wasn't cramping too bad and there was no bleeding.  He gave me a bunch of vitamin samples to try and find one that doens't make me sick, put me back on my BP meds from before (bp was 131/92 today), and ordered an ultrasound for Friday morning.  An ultrasound to "confirm viability of the pregnancy"..in other words, to make sure there is a healthy little belly bean growing in the right place.  After hearing that, I just got more worried.  Hopefully (please pray) things will go good Friday and I can try and relax some.  He told me he saw no signs anything was wrong, but wanted this u/s to get the ball rolling.  He told me how close the would monitor me (and told me he'd do everything he could do ease our minds during this), and that I will deliver at 38 weeks via csection.  That would make this little one a Christmas baby.  I know alot of you read this still (thank you so much for your support).  I normally don't talk directly to the masses (haha), but please PLEASE pray there is a little belly bean in my uterus, attached all nice and snug.  He also suggested I not tell anyone (ya right) including the bank about the pregnancy until I've reached the 12 week milestone.  So, I'll hold off with the bank (I almost wish I had held off telling everyone-how disappointing to have to go tell them if there is something wrong...).

Oh (can't forget this..holy crap), I was at the store picking up last minute things for dinner this evening and Alex called.  He was all giddy saying to get home now, big surprise there.  So, I get home.  I don't know how or what happened at all here, but I got a check for all the back child support in full!  Holy crap!  I was so tired (still am) that I just said "Now I can take Kait to Chuck E. Cheese like she's been beggin' for".  LOL!  Alex said we could take her shopping for some new school clothes, too.  I'm in total shock--and I don't know how it all happened (they never tell ya how they got the money-and it doesn't necessarily mean he paid it out-I still have had no contact with him, wherever he is).

Anywho, that's about it...I'm having a quiet night trying to keep my spirits up.  ((((Hugs & Love to my friends))))