Thank you

It's still early.  Alex is sleeping (I told him to go back to bed, he's got the late shift today), Kaitlynne decided taking a bath was a good idea (aye yay yay). 

Anyway, alot of thing compiled, we talked...and I believe what was told to me.  It felt...good, even if it wasn't what I wanted to hear, I know it's what's  going on.  Well, I should say a small part of me says there's a tiny bit of enjoyment (not sexual) involved.  Anywho, I just wanted to say 'thank you'.  Honesty goes a VERY LONG way with me.  Even if it hurts, I'd rather know the truth then be treated like a g'damn fool.  Lying never works anyway, I always am aware of my surroundings (including my home, my family, and my friends....I know....you hide it, I find out about it....you can kiss it g'bye.  I know things now about some and they don't think I do...which is ok.  Goes around, comes around).

Probably doesn't make much sense, but I won't go into great detail.  Those involved will know what I'm talking about...and those are the only ones who really need care about it anyway.

Thinking I'll take my mom to Golden Corral today (MAYBE).  Since it's Veteran's Day, all veteran's eat free (she's an ex sergeant in the Air Force).  Anyway, I'm hoping for brighter days.  The last few haven't been easy, and it's taken it's toll.  I have more important things to be concerned with-and I shouldn't have to stop to take out the trash.

I love you, Alex.  I love you, Kaitlynne.  I love you, Marissa.  I love you, angelbean.  I love you, jellybean.