Again...

I had an appt yesterday at the ob.  It was just supposed to be me seeing his nurse to give background info, but I told her I wasn't feeling too good again, so she tested my urine.  Sure enough, yet another UTI.  So, I had to go back in the afternoon to see the doctor, who gave me a script for it.  I also asked him about putting me on antibiotics for the duration of the pregnancy to prevent these (I've had one pretty much the entire time so far..my first trimester..and I have felt horrible), and he agreed.  I go for my first official visit with him next Thursday.  I'm scared (I know...I always am...put yourself in my shoes and tell me you wouldn't be) that he won't be able to find the heartbeat.  A gal on the May board just lost her 7th little angel (she's just past 12 weeks).  My heart breaks for her, also scares me..you think you're doing good getting to that point, yanno.  *HUGS* Emily, if by chance you read this.  I am so very sorry :*(

Alex did go with me yesterday.  We ran errands today.  A huge breakthrough (in my eyes) happened today, and tho I can't honestly say that I believe 100% things promised, the first part meant alot (tho it hurt to hear) to me.  I have to hope that what was promised will be done.  And this will be done, period.  I just don't feel it, but maybe I'll be wrong.  I'd love to be wrong on this topic...

Kaitlynne's homeschooling is doing well.  She's learning cursive writing, and she's pretty much got her multiplication 0,1, & 2's down.  About time to move on.  She seems to be really enjoying it.  Only have issues w/ attitude when she spends any time w/ Alex's niece and nephew next door, but I've limited that time a great deal.  I'm hoping to get her into Girl Scouts so she can have socialization with other children.  I was going to do cheerleading at the YMCA, but the price was NUTS!  She has so many appts now, and now my appts are starting..it's like we're in town all day, every day. 

Anyway, that's enough for now.  I know a few of you have emailed/IM'd with concern, and believe me, I do appreciate it.  I'm sure some might have an idea what I mean with past entries, some may not....what it is isn't important to anyone else not involved, but I'd like to say *HUGS* and thank you for all the prayers...they're definately needed and welcomed.