Just a quick whine...

I'm sick.  I've been denying it for a day or so, but no denying it now.  Coughing, sneezing, stuffy, eyes watering, sinus pressure, headache...the works.  I'm just miserable because I'm sneezing so much, it's making my throat sore.  I took some Robitussin which made me tired for about 20 minutes, then nothing. 

Tomorrow is Drew's party at Chuck E Cheese, then we're splitting up for a little while...Alex/Katie, me/Kaitlynne.  Told mine if she was good we'd go see Cheaper By the Dozen 2...first one was cute.  Not sure what Alex and Katie are doing, but I'm sure they'll have fun.  I just hope I can find something safe to dope myself up with so we can have fun, too.

Sunday we take Katie home.  His ex said that since child support hadn't gone thru her account yet, she wouldn't meet us in the regular (already closer to her) half-way point.  Demanded we drive further.  She loves putting out the hoops...I loathe her, for much more then this, but for what she's slowing doing to this little girl...whole other story, too tired to get into it.

Not much else going on...I went looking back at some pics I had saved on my comp, and found one where I had taken a pic of one of Marissa's u/s pic-it looked identical to the one of jellybean here...I kind of smiled inside-like her way of telling me it's all going to be ok this time-she's taking good care of him/her.  BTW, up until this point (the ultrasound), I had kept my emotions so guarded.  I cared for myself physically, but refused to attend to the pregnancy *emotionally*, if that makes sense.  The more I look at the u/s pic, tho, the more in love I am...I can't help but love that little one...s/he is so cute!  God willing, we'll bring this one home for keeps...