Saturday, December 31, 2005

My idea of what the 'tag' is??? I dunno....

Ok, Tina said something about being 'tagged', and from what I can gather, it's telling others 5 things about myself?  Ok....

1)  I collect pencils.  They MUST be unsharpened pencils...I have nearly 1,000 of them now (Tina has greatly contributed to the addiction).  I figure when we get our new home built, I'm going to glue them to the wall of the computer room..LOL.

2)  I have always pictured myself to be the mother of ATLEAST 3 children.  Alex probably would think otherwise (since he has other children), but he's going to make that vision come true!  *Love you, honey*

3)  My parents divorced when I was 7 (seperated when I was five).  I bounced back and forth between them (along w/ my brother, 5 years my senior), until finally my dad told me (under special circumstances) that he never wanted my mother to have me to begin with.  I left his home, never lived w/ him again.  I've seen him twice since then....and that was 17 years ago.

4)  I make jokes when I'm nervous, sometimes saying things that are ridiculously stupid...just the way I deal, I guess.

5)  Even with the loss of our daughter, I'm happier now then I've ever been in my life.  Tho when we lost her, I thought I'd never want to smile again...my family and friends made it possible to get up each day, until I realized slowly (and I'm still seeing) the blessings our daughter (as well as her big sister) have brought to me.

Ok, dunno if that's what I'm supposed to be doing...but that's what ya get.  Ok....uhm...I tag Sabrina now (you NEVER write in your journal, woman!!!).

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