O-M-G

I put that last post in before I knew what my day had in store for me yesterday (Friday). 

Started with the bank calling.  They first said there's nothing they can do-no proof that I resigned and didn't quit with no notice.  I said ok.  They called back, said they decided to override that decision to make me ineligible for rehire, told me how to get back in the system, and that they just had to run the background check and they'd be calling me next week.  WOOHOO!

I was on my way to Target.  They had the Billy Idol CD there that Alex has been wanting, so I got it for him for our anniversary (today...I LOVE YOU HONEY!!).  I picked up the 3-pack pregnancy test only because, even tho I had felt SO bad last week, I woke up feeling GREAT yesterday.  And yesterday was the day AF was due.  I thought that was odd, so I just thought I'd get them.  I took one right there at Target! LMAO!  I have no patience whatsoever..but it was the 3rd time I had to use the restroom while I was there..so thought what the heck.  Within the time I took it to the time I got to the car there was a line.  I was freaking out.  I pulled across the street to another store, still a line.  OMG!  I'm crying...trying to call Alex (his phone was in the car while he was working), my friend Kim (she wasn't home), my OB (office closed on Friday's)..so I just went to my mom's house, she verified she saw it too!  OMG OMG OMG!  WE'RE PREGNANT!!!!  I took another one last night, and one this morning...all positive!!!!

I told Alex when he got home by just throwing it in the convo about what I had done yesterday.  He didn't believe me at first, then was all huffin' and puffin' cuz "he's the man"...LOL!

Today's emotions have been off the charts.  We went to T-ball this morning, then we went to dinner with friends for my bday, then came home.  I've been really tired, but trying to come to grips with it.  I had been wanting this so much, now I have to deal with it being here.  I'm so scared...so 'ready' for something to go wrong.  I want to enjoy this pregnancy... Hopefully my OB can see me next week sometime and help put my mind at ease somewhat.

That's enough for now..I'm so tired.