Just a quick entry...I finally had a dream about the baby! I have mentioned before not being able to fully picture the *happy ending* coming at the end of this journey. It's so hard...to not get excited...to not trust your body and mind to tell you when something's wrong. The dream...baby was a girl with dark brown hair, blue eyes (tho I'm feeling boy..lol). I was putting a cloth diaper on her, then breastfeeding her...it felt so real (I actually woke up with some wetness on my pajama top...my body reacted to the dream, it was so surreal...). Just kind of neat for me...I told Alex right away, tho I'm not sure he appreciated the excitement behind it.
I'm still battling the funk that is trying to take over. As I've mentioned, there's just so much going on and for the most part, all I can do is wait it out...see what happens with things. I feel very out of control, and sitting unnoticed in the corner.
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Just so ya know. I notice you everyday in my prayers and thoughts of a wonderful happy ending. I am glad you had a positive dream that made you feel good. HUGS!
We think of you everyday!!! I am so glad you had such a wonderful sureal dream. Just know that you are thought of
Hi again Becky, I just wanted to say that it is wonderful that the baby is coming to you in your dreams!! I think she's trying to comfort you, and tell you to be ready for her. (It IS a her?)
I hope you're able to relax and enjoy the rest of your pregnancy, though I understand the fear!!
I was so afraid to have another baby after I lost Bethany.
But, MY Cheyenne came out just fine and healthy. Thank G*D!!
I think of you, and wish you the best....a beautiful, healthy baby, & I KNOW she will be beautiful. All you have to do is look at the ANGEL Marissa to see that!!
Take care & know people are thinking of you and praying for you & your new little one. :O)
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