After a long, terrorifying rollercoaster ride...our family is now home!
We got to the hospital to visit him yesterday, and the nurse said that the only hurdle left was to see him feed for 24 hours (up to that point, he had been fed via tubes). They said they could give him my milk via bottle, or I could stay overnight. We stayed. They gave us a small room to stay in, but I was in too much pain, so Alex stayed in there, I stayed at bedside in a recliner. Brandon is a champion breastfeeder! We had a fantastic nurse last night who totally promoted bf'ing, and made it all so much easier. So, tho one doctor didn't want to d/c him until he was back up to birthweight, they did let us go home this evening. I swore I would take him to his pediatrician first thing Monday morning no matter what (we're going to just show up..he's a good guy, he'll see him) to ensure he's gaining weight ok and that his jaundice doesn't worsen (only slight right now-not enough for the lights).
Kaitlynne just stares at him and smiles...makes my heart melt to see my big "baby" in love with the little baby. Daddy's eyes seem to well-up everytime he looks at his son, and me...I don't have words for any of it. I feel blessed that our son got to come home when so many little ones in there won't. I feel overwhelmed with love for my family. I feel sadness, yet appreciation to Marissa...without her and without losing her, her little brother wouldn't be here (I'm actually having a bit of a hard time finding the balance here...I'm told it's "normal" to feel this way, tho...).
Alex's dad came to our house not 5 minutes after we got here to finally meet his newest grandson (and little look-a-like..lol). Everything is wonderful...I pray this feeling, our health and blessings, remain forever. Thank you to all of you who have prayed for this day-we can never find the words to tell you what it's meant to us.
I'm off for now...happy to say that I just don't have the time nor energy to visit here quite as much :)
9 comments:
Awwwwww man he is just absolutely gorgeous! LOVE LOVE LOVE that head full of hair. : ) Congrats mom & dad!!!!!! GREAT job!
I'm so happy to hear that yourlittle guy is finally home Becky. I have prayed constantly for you all. Way to go on the BF'ing Mama. You are one awesome lady. Hugs to you all. ~ Jewels
Tha is awesome Becky, give both Kait and Brandon kisses for Me<333 And I wish u the best Happy Mother's Day eva. I kno tha Marissa is smilin down happy upon u guys tha u can finally take a breather!
Yoo hoo!!!! You got the best mothers day present ever. Congratulations on bringing little Brandon home. I am so happy for you, Alex and Kaitlynne.
I'm so happy for you all that Brandon came home. Happy Mother's Day to you sweetie, you truly deserve the best. I luv ya girl and I can't wait to meet Brandon. He's just so precious, just like his big sister. Lots of love and hugs to you, Alex, Kaitlynne and Brandon.
Love ya,
Tina :)
Welcome Home, Brandon!
Congratulations Becky, Alex and Kaitlynne! :0) I'm sooo happy for all of you!
Happy Mother's Day, Becky!
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Oh Becky, I just don't have any words. I just don't. I have so many emotions all going at the same time right now (though I bet it doesn't even compare to YOURS).
God bless you all. I am so happy he is home and nursing well! What an incredible blessing!!!!! Now REST mama!
Welcome home Brandon! HUgs Becky and family. I am so darn happy for you! Enjoy your new baby!
Congrats again , Becky and Family. I am glad to hear that Brandon is home
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