Today, October 15th, is Pregnancy & Infant Loss Awareness day. Please take a moment to visit the website below to see how you can help! Also, please light a candle at 7pm (eastern) in rememberance of all little souls lost.
~For our Marissa and her little brother/sister~
Lighting a candle may not seem like much to some, but to us, it reminds us everyday that altho you all aren't with us in body, your spirit is always near. We know you both are watching over this little one we're trying so hard to bring into the world-and we thank you. Losing you both has been the hardest thing we've ever had to go thru on an every-day basis, but it showed us how wonderful and caring people really can be. We love you, little ones..and miss you..."See you on the other side"
Remembering Our Babies - Official Site of Pregnancy & Infant Loss Rememberance Day October 15th
2 comments:
Hi! I am glad I found your journal- I think you have a wonderful journal. I went back and read your older entries and when I read the one where you lost Marissa- it was like reliving the day I lost my baby boy Daniel. Daniel would have been 2 years old this past July. Not a day goes by where I do not think of him, where I do not miss him, where I do not grieve for him. My story is a lot like yours. I was 38 weeks pregnant the day I found out Daniel was gone. The previous week- at my doctor's appointment - his heart beat sounded so good and strong. The pregnancy had went well with the exception of some bleeding when I was 9 weeks pregnant with him. The day I found out he was gone- that day plays over and over in my head all the time. Laying on the table- waiting to hear the heartbeat- only to hear silence. Pure terror came over me paralazing my whole body. I found out he was gone only days( 4 or 5 I think) away from my scheduled c section for him. I found out on a Tuesday that he was gone and the doctors made me carry him inside me knowing he was dead for 3 days before they could do the c section. They told me they were so busy and couldnt fit me in for 3 days-- we have a crappy hospital. I cant begin to tell you the nightmare I lived- walking around for 3 days with my dead baby inside of me. It was just too much- they had to put me on strong nerve pills- after that I walked around pretty much like a zombie. My life was so dark and empty. 4 months after loosing Daniel- we conceived Nicholas. I dont know where I would be today if I hadnt got pregnant for Nicholas. The whole pregnancy I was so scared. I got to go to the high risk doctors and they took better care of me than the previous ones. I got to have Nicholas by c section when I was 38 weeks pregnant.
I will leave you the link to my journal if you get a chance to stop by someti
Here is the link to my journal( the links are from a few entries I did on loosing Daniel)
http://journals.aol.com/angelm0304/MyLife/entries/1442
http://journals.aol.com/angelm0304/MyLife/entries/1538
Have a great day and I will keep you in my thoughts and prayers.
Hugs
Angel
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