Been feeling really out of sorts lately. I guess I'll chalk it up to moving in a couple days-so much going on, always so much to do. I'll be glad when it's done and we're settled. Could be something else, but won't get my hopes up about that...easier to be letdown when you're already there. Scott and Pete will be helping us move, thank goodness...alot of heavy stuff to get in and out. Luckily Alex can get a UHaul free from work...that will save some money.
We'll be getting married soon. Alex picked out an engagement ring and designed it, as well as our bands. That makes it mean so much more than it already does. Me, the person who said never again to marriage, can't wait to be his wife. I'm a very lucky woman.
Kait got her interim report today-did fairly well...could be better, but all is passing and an S in conduct (she must save all the N stuff for me..lol). She's excited about the move-I'm a little worried about the new school, but just have to see how it goes.
Alex is off for the next 4 days, can't wait. I have to work Friday, but he's getting the truck then and is going to start moving stuff while I'm working. My mom is keeping Kaitlynne overnight so she doesn't get hurt while we're moving. Last glitch is to get our gastank put in and filled, which is happening Saturday. Everything was such a pain in the ass to get done, but will be so worth it once we're in and settled....I keep saying settled, I know, but we're in a major limbo stage right now which sucks. Stressful.
Kim is still 2 cm dialated. She had another u/s today, and the babies are measuring at 7lbs each...she said the doc is 'leaning' towards inducing next week (tho he originally said he didn't want to do that-but Kim insisted). Guess we'll see what happens. I'm not looking forward to going to the hospital. That's actually putting it mildly...I know it bothers Alex, too. Too many bad memories for us. I hope I can be a good friend and go...have to see what happens on that end, too. She's kind of distanced-herself as of late...I'm guessing because my attitude haschanged some now that it's getting close to time...I didn't mean for it too, but it's nearly impossible to show any kind of enthusiasm (even fake) for it all now.
I guess that's about it. I haven't been sleeping too well, tho Alex did let me sleep in today...which was much needed..still feeling 'spaced-out' tho. This, too, shall pass..or so they say.
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((Becky)) If Kim's a real friend she'll just understand! Right? I'm here if you ever want to talk! I have free long distance so I could even call! *hugs*
{{{Becky}}} Kim will understand.
It seems a lot of babies are coming now and that makes it harder to deal with. You don't want to wish anyone harm but you can't help but wonder "why can't I have that"
Hang in there honey! One day at a time, one step at a time.
Gentle days
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