Haven't been able to access my journal (or anyone else's) for a couple days now, grrrrrrrr AOL's browser is a POS! Ok, anywho...anything exciting...oh yes, Thursday at my doc appointment we set up all the dirty little details! It will definately be Feb 3rd that we go to the hospital (good thing, they said it might not be that day and Alex already had it off of work), and we go in at 8pm. Alex said he'd take the tour with me (they don't really do 'tours' just go look around..I didn't want to go do it myself), so hopefully we can do that next Friday or Saturday. Oh, had another sonogram, too, to check size and lung function....she's lookin' good-almost 7lbs already! If I was going to go the full 40, she'd most likely be bigger then Kaitlynne at 9lbs! Aye! They said she'll likely pack on atleast one more pound before being born (only gained 2 lbs in a month, and it went straight to baby). BP looked good after them up'ing my meds, however I ran out...I HAVE to go get the script tomorrow, I just didn't feel like going out in this frigidass weather for it tonight.
I was having such a hard day with Kaitlynne today..she just kept willfully ignoring everything I said to her completely...then I realized she was having a 'manic' day. It's been so long since she had a total manic episode I had nearly forgotten what it was like...no meds touched it, nothing phased her at all. I finally chilled w/ the yelling (I'm 9mos pregnant..it's hard to NOT yell at everything and anything from anyone), and we laid down and watched tv. I watched the Extreme Makeover-Home Edition. And man, I bawled! Just grabbed Kaitlynne closer and bawled! Poor girl, 15 yrs old, had some kind of disease and had to undergo a core-blood transplant, chemo, etc...it was good to see her smile, I guess she is going to get better..but man, made me feel like dogshyt for getting upset with Kaitlynne. Could have it so much worse then dealing with the ADHD/Bipolar...
Anywho, that's about it. Things are starting to get antsy around here. All getting excited about baby coming, worried about money, etc...I know we'll be fine, but I'm eager to meet this lil girl, as well as get back to work and ditch some of this financial stress we're under. Eh, blah...bills will get paid oneway or another, atleast we all hope :) *Toodles*
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