Monday, October 11, 2004

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I'm listening to my daughter's breathing as she's sleeping.  It's hard to imagine it's been over 7 yrs since I had her..she's growing up too quickly.  And now there's another baby coming...everyone's thrilled, including myself.  However, in the back of my mind I wonder how I'm going to make sure both kids know I love them equally.  It's been Kaitlynne and I for so long...I don't want the new baby to feel I don't love him/her the same, or for Kaitlynne to feel I don't love her as much.  I'm sure it will all work out..I always wanted more kids, I guess it's just still hard to believe it's actually happening.

Tomorrow is the ultrasound.  Only 'supposed' to bring 2 people with me, however, along with daddy and I, there will be Kaitlynne, my mom, and my friend.  Guess they'll have to take turns coming in....LOL.  Daddy doesn't want to find out the sex with us, so I know he (and Kaitlynne *repeater*) will be going out for that one, assuming baby cooperates.

Baby kicks up a storm now...every once in awhile it can be felt on the outside, but never seems to let daddy feel it (did once, not since then..just reaffirms my belief that it's a lil girl..LOL).  Still battling this sinus infection...this is week 6.  My doc wants me to go to see an Ear, Nose, & Throat specialist, but I have to wait for my primary doc to see me to refer me to this person.  I don't see her until December.  So...it's pretty much a hurry up and wait (and suffer) deal.  My blood pressure goes wacky..usually spikes at night (like right now)...then ok during the day.  Already on partial bedrest from the bleeding, which happens once in awhile still, but not as much as before.  I had the high BP with Kaitlynne, but otherwise, an 'uneventful' pregnancy....wierd how they are all different...

The latest cravings:  OJ (by the gallons), eggs, bologna/cheese sandwiches, beefsteak tomatoes, salads, subs.  I've gotten lucky with this pregnancy, too, as far as not craving sweets.  My booty is big enough w/out that...LOL.  I'm 22 weeks today, total weight gain is 16lbs.

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