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Had a doc appt. yesterday.  Not sure why I had bled, but going to keep an 'eye' on it.  Have my ultrasound set for 10/12.  Can't wait, not just cuz I want to find out the sex of the baby, but I want to have a picture or something to show people.  My babyshower has been set for 10/31 (halloween..lol..during the day tho), my friend's Tina and Kim are throwing it for me.  Other then giving the list of who I want there, and registering, that's all I know about it---should be a blast tho!

That's it for now.  Oh, Kait had her physical today.  67 lbs and 4 and a half feet tall..goodness..kids an amazon..lol.

Just a' typin..

Enjoy the mugshot..LOL..I'm apparantly bored.  Anywho, quick update.  Had a scare last week w/ the pregnancy..had to go to the hospital at midnight cuz I started bleeding.  Luckily, after 4 hours, we saw the baby on ultrasound and s/he's fine.  They aren't sure what caused it, most likely stress.  I go next Tuesday to the doc for followup, so we'll see.  Hoping to be able to find out soon what I'm having.  S/O doesn't want to know..should be interesting to see if my family and friends can keep it secret (me too, for that matter) lol.  Not feeling nearly as queasy, so I really have to watch what I eat (cuz I want to eat everything..LOL).  Not really, most cravings have been salads and eggs..tons of eggs...lol.  We just got done w/ dealing w/ Hurricane Frances.  Got really bad here...bout as bad as I've seen Ocala get.  We lost a lot of shingles on our roof, causing the insulation in the attic to get wet and heavy-caved in the ceiling in the closet of my daughter's room.  Also, trees galore down!  We didn't have power or water for 4 days.  Got it back around 530pm last night...talk about a huge relief!  We all came in to the air conditioned house and fell asleep (it had been so damn hot in here before, couldn't sleep).  Luckily, we rent this house so we don't have to pay to fix it.  However, I still can't get ahold of the dadgum rental company..LOL.  Anywho, guess that's enough ramblin' for now.  {Peace}

Back in the saddle...

Wow, it's been almost a year since I wrote in this thing...I actually forgot I had it..LOL.  Things have changed...left my idiot husband back in November of 2003, been with a couple people since then, now with a good guy since May of this year.  We're expecting a child in Feb. 2005.  Really tired of feeling like total crap, but happy to be having another child.  Anywho, can't think of a whole lot else to say right now..maybe later...

Friends indeed..

Slept until 230 today..I can't believe it. Apparantly, I was tired. 1 more day off then back to work. I can't wait, but at the same time I'm apprehensive. It's hard being the 'new kid on the block'. I wonder why my friends can't manage to have more then one friend at a time. I can spend time w/ all my friends so they don't feel left out, but apparantly it's not something everyone can do. And this time...I'm the one left standing alone...then again, I could just be feeling sorry for myself.  That's most likely the answer...isn't it?

At last!!

I got the job!! Working at another nursing home doing the work I LOVE!! Someone's watching out for me..:)

It can't be...

Today is the one year since losing Kevin. I still have no job..can't even get hired at the crappiest of jobs..no money..no food...Kait is in an uproar about everything lately. Everything sucks..and I'd put up w/ this feeling for the rest of my life to get Kevin back...

What's the point..

I am in complete..and udder...despair.