Friends indeed..

Slept until 230 today..I can't believe it. Apparantly, I was tired. 1 more day off then back to work. I can't wait, but at the same time I'm apprehensive. It's hard being the 'new kid on the block'. I wonder why my friends can't manage to have more then one friend at a time. I can spend time w/ all my friends so they don't feel left out, but apparantly it's not something everyone can do. And this time...I'm the one left standing alone...then again, I could just be feeling sorry for myself.  That's most likely the answer...isn't it?

At last!!

I got the job!! Working at another nursing home doing the work I LOVE!! Someone's watching out for me..:)

It can't be...

Today is the one year since losing Kevin. I still have no job..can't even get hired at the crappiest of jobs..no money..no food...Kait is in an uproar about everything lately. Everything sucks..and I'd put up w/ this feeling for the rest of my life to get Kevin back...